Trust

I've been having trust and jealousy issues recently. I decided to do a simple spell. I wrote Jealousy in green crayon on a piece of parchment, crossed it out and wrote trust in capitol letters underneath in blue. I've been sleeping with it under my pillow but it hasn't seemed to work. So, the night before last I lit a small candle with my Wolf's name on it and trust on the other side and burned it. I am going to put both in a sachet and keep it with me to see how that works.

Tarot Reading

Last night I did a reading for myself using the Raider-Waite deck. It was a Celtic Cross that came out as such:

I did a Celtic cross spread

Significator: Queen of Wands
Cover: 9 of wands
Crosses: 10 of cups
Above: 6 of swords
Below: Strength
Behind: 7 of wands
Before: 5 of wands
Self: 4 of swords
Home: Queen of Pentacles
Hope/Fear: The World
Outcome: 10 of swords

I'm still working on the meaning so if you have an interpretation let me know!